Yesterday

Yesterday was my day off. It was a lot of fun. I started out the day really boring, Patrick and I spent time just being lazy. He was pressuring me to go hang out with people once he left for work, but most of my friends are super busy/don't want to hang out. Anyways I texted Tee who is super sweet, and she invited me to yoga at the ohm place. I raced to get ready and drove 40 minutes to the place. Yoga was awesome. I haven't felt as good as I did in a long time. That being said, loads of crazy faces were made, muscles were stretched and I'm definitely feeling my muscles today.

So we decided to hang out after. It was pretty normal girl stuff. Planning the wedding. Being silly. Eating pizza. Watching the corpse bride and planning out tattoos. Seriously, I had so much fun. We took loads of silly pictures too.

I'm trying to get ready for work. But it's hard to really want to go to work when everything is frozen and it's a friday night. :(

Life

I had a mini breakdown today. Crying on the way to work is kind of my forte lately. I think it's just frustrating to me because I try really hard to feel happy but work gets me down. It's not necessarily that I hate my job, it's more that I feel like I'm wasting my potential.

I'm trying really hard to go back to school, but working full time, paying rent, and trying to pay bills just make it really really hard to pay for going back to school. Plus, I currently have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. I've thought about teaching elementary or art, doing graphic design or even just majoring in studio art and going from there. Who knows, but honestly, I just want to start the process of finishing a degree and just feeling accomplished.

I'll blog more later. I'm going to try to sleep off some of my stress.

New Blog, New Year

I'm currently trying to revamp the blog. Hopefully it will look awesome. But I'm also trying to come up with a simple yet classy name. I'm kinda over everything that's happening on the blog right now.

2013

The past couple months a lot of different things have happened. Patrick and I moved in together. We got a puppy together. We've learned what patience really means, but we've also learned a whole new type of love. We got engaged. We set a date. And we are really really happy.

As the new year has come along, I've decided to recommit to blogging more. And also to counting my calories. I'm trying really hard to lose a few pounds before the wedding. My weight tends to fluctuate pretty frequently. I want very much to get back to healthier eating, but when you work retail it's kind of hard to healthy. It really sucks.

Gatsby absolutely loves my baby sister

        

Morning walks

My favorite picture of them

The night we got engaged.

Gatsby's very first snow

We've made bowling a weekly thing